There is a song by Damian Marley and Bobby Brown, where Damian goes:
"Yo all this blinging its like you forgot
Use Cheddar as the bait and you recruit a rat
So we listen a couple-a speeches Martin Luther chat
Dennis Brown Bob Marley and some Super Cuts..."
So, now, I have decided to put a very Unsuspecting someOne on Checkmate.
Really, He should have knocked.
God sent Him into my life, fine, but He forgot to look first at Himself before He strolled into my territory, because while nobody has much of a say in being born, nor in being Created, ONLY God has the right to do as He wishes with people's lives, and The Spirit of God, while having some of the attributes of God, is definitely NOT God, because, as Jesus Christ pointed out, "... of the time and hour, no one knows, not even the Son of Man, but ONLY The Father in heaven", and again, about the two to sit at His right or left, He pointed out that this was the reserve of The Father, not of Christ.
He even said later that He Himself [Christ] had to overcome and sit at the throne of The Father... meaning He, like everyone else Created, is not privy to the workings of God's mind, because it is written, "Who has known the Mind of the Creator, that he can counsel Him?" Yes, Paul wrote that "we have the mind of Christ", which is not true, but if it was, still does not change anything because even Christ does not know what God is up to!
So, THS strolls into my life, sent by The Father, because I am the only person who is truly, totally... ALONE.
The Holy Spirit assumes that because of the difficult childhood and all the things that were worrying me, I must therefore be so desperate for affection that I will clutch even at straws, so when God points me out, He rushes in and does not even bother to knock. Maybe He was told that I would be His final resting place, and He must have looked down His Spiritual nose at me and seen that there was plenty of room for improvement.
So, because He has had 6.000 years experience with dealing with people, He just assumed that a mere whiff of His "acceptance" in my heart would have me eating out of His hand.
He decided to appeal to my "emotions" and sent His "shower" of "love" into me.
I was not impressed, because I am a reasoning person. What is it written in the Declaration of Independence; about a "decent respect to the opinions of others..."?
Well, He showed me none.
So I lay in wait, and started seeing the way He worked: He wanted me in church. So I did not go, especially when I found out that He and God were NOT on the same page as far as I was concerned. God Himself said to me, "I have claimed you for Myself", meaning I had direct, unquestioned access to Him, no one ELSE could read my mind, simply because no one bothered, as my blogspot showed, and does show.
He took God literally, and once when I "repented" and went to church, 2003, He was so pleased He sent me a "get well" vision with gold letters, reminding me of just what great things God has in store for me:
Blessed are the pure in heart for they shall see God
He who loves purity of heart, for his gracious speech, the King shall be his Friend
It was all accompanied by His "pleasure", and I realised it meant, "Good little doggie, you are now learing some tricks. There is still hope for you yet. I will soon have you totally housebroken, and i will be able to rest".
Later, God told me he had added 15 years to my life, and I wondered if it meant that I would have all that time to get rid of Him, but then He showed me the reason why: - to "set my house in order"... in other words, to SHOW who is boss.
Took me 5 years to figure out.
Started with the first person I have ever truly cared about; Her name is Paula, and she is coloured, and I like her. But you see, she is living with someone else, and the reason why that does not bother me so much is because, to discourage me, THS said that she was...unwell. Physically.
Now, impending death, especially if someone went out of HER way to rather die than face losing me when she realised I was not going to remain around... well, it touched me, because this is one person who would have been satisfied with having me even at arm's length [ I was "involved" with her friend at the time], if I just was there.
He brushed that aside, and said there was someone "better", someone who "feared" God. Michelle. She had been married and the hubby had decided to go and have some fun on the side, and she had suffered the consequences, so she was now divorced and was well, she would be better.
So, I made a distinction. I would break away from God, and then THS would have to choose just who He would have. If He wants Michelle, then He goes to her, and lives with the "fear of God" person, but since this is my life, my body, I want Paula.
He would not hear of it. Tried telling me Who is in charge, and showed me all those other ladies, and I liked them, even Michelle too, but the point is, I want the one I want. The rest can come as well, because they have one thing in common...they have not 'publicly' despised me...yet!
So, I set my target for ten women, and He was furious. Told me that It was madness; I hated people, and anyway, I would be going to America to help the US President win an election.
Would I? Good. Didnt say "which" though, did the vision? So, I laid it out for Him. Two days, then you either kill Obama and get me noticed, or You leave me alone. Your call.
He's been silent since.
"Yo all this blinging its like you forgot
Use Cheddar as the bait and you recruit a rat
So we listen a couple-a speeches Martin Luther chat
Dennis Brown Bob Marley and some Super Cuts..."
So, now, I have decided to put a very Unsuspecting someOne on Checkmate.
Really, He should have knocked.
God sent Him into my life, fine, but He forgot to look first at Himself before He strolled into my territory, because while nobody has much of a say in being born, nor in being Created, ONLY God has the right to do as He wishes with people's lives, and The Spirit of God, while having some of the attributes of God, is definitely NOT God, because, as Jesus Christ pointed out, "... of the time and hour, no one knows, not even the Son of Man, but ONLY The Father in heaven", and again, about the two to sit at His right or left, He pointed out that this was the reserve of The Father, not of Christ.
He even said later that He Himself [Christ] had to overcome and sit at the throne of The Father... meaning He, like everyone else Created, is not privy to the workings of God's mind, because it is written, "Who has known the Mind of the Creator, that he can counsel Him?" Yes, Paul wrote that "we have the mind of Christ", which is not true, but if it was, still does not change anything because even Christ does not know what God is up to!
So, THS strolls into my life, sent by The Father, because I am the only person who is truly, totally... ALONE.
The Holy Spirit assumes that because of the difficult childhood and all the things that were worrying me, I must therefore be so desperate for affection that I will clutch even at straws, so when God points me out, He rushes in and does not even bother to knock. Maybe He was told that I would be His final resting place, and He must have looked down His Spiritual nose at me and seen that there was plenty of room for improvement.
So, because He has had 6.000 years experience with dealing with people, He just assumed that a mere whiff of His "acceptance" in my heart would have me eating out of His hand.
He decided to appeal to my "emotions" and sent His "shower" of "love" into me.
I was not impressed, because I am a reasoning person. What is it written in the Declaration of Independence; about a "decent respect to the opinions of others..."?
Well, He showed me none.
So I lay in wait, and started seeing the way He worked: He wanted me in church. So I did not go, especially when I found out that He and God were NOT on the same page as far as I was concerned. God Himself said to me, "I have claimed you for Myself", meaning I had direct, unquestioned access to Him, no one ELSE could read my mind, simply because no one bothered, as my blogspot showed, and does show.
He took God literally, and once when I "repented" and went to church, 2003, He was so pleased He sent me a "get well" vision with gold letters, reminding me of just what great things God has in store for me:
Blessed are the pure in heart for they shall see God
He who loves purity of heart, for his gracious speech, the King shall be his Friend
It was all accompanied by His "pleasure", and I realised it meant, "Good little doggie, you are now learing some tricks. There is still hope for you yet. I will soon have you totally housebroken, and i will be able to rest".
Later, God told me he had added 15 years to my life, and I wondered if it meant that I would have all that time to get rid of Him, but then He showed me the reason why: - to "set my house in order"... in other words, to SHOW who is boss.
Took me 5 years to figure out.
Started with the first person I have ever truly cared about; Her name is Paula, and she is coloured, and I like her. But you see, she is living with someone else, and the reason why that does not bother me so much is because, to discourage me, THS said that she was...unwell. Physically.
Now, impending death, especially if someone went out of HER way to rather die than face losing me when she realised I was not going to remain around... well, it touched me, because this is one person who would have been satisfied with having me even at arm's length [ I was "involved" with her friend at the time], if I just was there.
He brushed that aside, and said there was someone "better", someone who "feared" God. Michelle. She had been married and the hubby had decided to go and have some fun on the side, and she had suffered the consequences, so she was now divorced and was well, she would be better.
So, I made a distinction. I would break away from God, and then THS would have to choose just who He would have. If He wants Michelle, then He goes to her, and lives with the "fear of God" person, but since this is my life, my body, I want Paula.
He would not hear of it. Tried telling me Who is in charge, and showed me all those other ladies, and I liked them, even Michelle too, but the point is, I want the one I want. The rest can come as well, because they have one thing in common...they have not 'publicly' despised me...yet!
So, I set my target for ten women, and He was furious. Told me that It was madness; I hated people, and anyway, I would be going to America to help the US President win an election.
Would I? Good. Didnt say "which" though, did the vision? So, I laid it out for Him. Two days, then you either kill Obama and get me noticed, or You leave me alone. Your call.
He's been silent since.
