Friday, 21 September 2012

About the helper, thing

Let me take you back in time, to WHY God said, "It is not good for the man to be alone, I will make him a helper suitable for him"


The diatinction between man and every other creature up to that time was that God only SAID 'let this be', and it was.In facet, christ hit the nail on the head when he said that every thing that was made was made through him, and he was 99% correct when he told John that.


God merely spoke things into existence.


Except for the first man. Whom He specifically told the two, christ and the holy spirit, to stay away from.


And they did not listen, because it had become a kudos thing with them.


While the man still lay on the ground, not yet fully cognisant of his surroundings, the holy spirit entered him, and justified that to Moses by saying 'and God breathed His breath on the man, and he became a living being'.


The man was threatened from the beginning, because his very existence was like a barb in the collective hides of both the holy spirit and christ, at first, till he was a thorn in the flesh of all the...undying ones.


So, he needed protection, and God devised a method of keeping His creation intact, because He made the man for Himself, and the man was more precious to Him than any other thing He made, being the works of His own hands.


But, when He said then about the helper, the holy spirit, already IN the man, influenced him to think in terms of God wanting him to have a mate, like the other creatures, and when the man listened, he asked of God to give him a woman, and God obliged, but had to stop work for a bit because it hurt Him that again and again, the holy spirit was disrespecting Him.


Which is why He promised that He would pour out the holy spirit from all flesh, and why, as soon as child-bearing became 'natural, every child was, during formative months, KEPT out of touch of the holy spirit by being coccooned in a bag of water, something the holy spirit can not enter into.


And why God destroyed the earth by a flood the first time...to give the holy spirit no room on earth to rest, but also to impress on the man the need for himself to assert his dominion, EVEN over the holy spirit, because the only way to get the man to see what was wrong was to force him to be in direct 'confrontation' with the holy spirit so that he could identify his enemy.


Which, because the man, from first till now, has only thought conventionally, even though every convention had its origins, and was 'unnatural' at first.

God STILL kept up with the ONE man approach, and...

well, then there was me.


The advantage I have over every other man is that I am black, and it is INCONCEIVABLE that a BLACK man could be a serious threat, since I am from a docile people who are better known as bureaucrats than innovative, so, from birth till we started clashing with the holy spirit, I was anonymous,easily overlooked.

ALSO, because the 'helper' never was MADE to begin with, the holy spirit had no idea just WHO or WHAT that was, and had no idea what to look for, the nature of my assistant not being in his area of expertise.

SO, the spirit NEVER was able to get a hold on me, even when he tried, and failed.

I have been continuously inaccessible, and even my thought processes, which he tried to base on my past and my parents' past, have been so 'unusual' he has been busy trying to keep up, from the beginning, and failing.

What kept ME, however, unproductive all these years was a fear that God was more interested in making me LIKE other people, and fit in, when in effect He said I should be myself, and ONLY when I have no interest in any one else's well-being, but my own, do I come INTO my own, literally.

So, this is NOT about making anyone's day, or being FRIENDLY, or in being monogamous...my life is about cleaning out the trash, and leaving only what pleases me.

And I have the power [ability to MAKE change] and the helper has the might [force to ensure change] than no one and no creature can resist.

Which is why my word is law, and active.

And, well, despite those war words; I want to know what love is, which is why the selection of women was so... unusual.