King of the Earth

God shows up when I am bout fifteen, says nothing, and I get to thinking about Him being up to no good, or having second thoughts.Then after discovering personality disorders in myself, and God's seemingly equanimic behaviour towards me, I conclude that I am going crazy, decide to die, find I can not, and in all the chaos, realize that I have to start thinking things through in order not to get... inveigled.. in all sorts of disasters, since I belatedly realise that the only One I am capable of focusing on is God Himself, and that people, for some reason, are more or less just nuisances, irritations.
 
So, after getting involved with THAT girl, to piss God off, actually, and breaking up with her, and then in effect going before Him and saying, "Well, kill me", He says, "I have added 15 years to your life, to put your house in order", and THAT was in 2005, late.


Now, one thing I discovered is when God speaks, everyone in the spirit...realm... hears it, and of course, the holy spirit heard, and THEN he said, "13 October".

Difference between God and the spirit? God says what happens on a certain day, so that one knows that, despite appearances, He is in charge.

So, I wait for Friday, 13 October 2006, and true enough, it turns out to be bad, because from thursday 12th, as I was in a shower, [fortunately away from my parents', with an uncle, because if my mom had been near...!] I feel a tightness in my chest that evening, and it gets progressively worse till I have a band all the way round my body, oozing pus.


Great, I think, You have come, seen, and despised me God, and now I must endure fifteen years of sickness?
Yet even moribund me could not shake off the discrepancies in that. So, impossible as it may be, I realised that this was not God's doing, and so started seeking answers, and ended up here, realising along the way that normal rules do not apply to me, that I am immune to sickness, and that I have the power to knock the holy spirit off his perch, because I am the King of the Earth!

Now, this was the issue all along, [since I had a lot of pokers in the fire]: how the hell do I take OVER?
Then I realised that I would give the holy spirit a taste of his own medicine, and so... [ and I love this people!]
By Saturday, the 13 of October, the first notes of MY RULE will be sung, meaning the torrent, and the knocking down of all that has since been the social structure of the world
Just so that, a week later, I will be fully ensconced in my first domain as lord over all of you!
you know the lines of one of Akon's songs [cant remember the title]"its imbedded in my soul
the day I stop is the day I turn cold"

well... since I cannot turn cold, there aint no stopping me!

No way, jose!
Its just the way I are!