Closing remarks...before the OK corral.

So, well, I have been having a very interesting time getting to "FIND" myself, and it has cleared up a few things for me, like the fact that the 'deathwish' thing is a secondary thing... I really just like total control over stuff... or no involvement at all, but in this case I am not ABLE to be uninvolved, for the simple reason that, dead or alive, God is for real, and, like The Psalmist in Psalm 139 concedes, no one can run away form His Spirit..., so I am being forced to deal with the ever-present reality of The Holy Spirit in my everday life, which is not a bad thing, because I get to have "Carte- Blanche" on so many issues.


Now, in case you may all NOT have noticed, I am totally amoral, and not given to seeing things with a view to being 'at one' with my fellow people. I like things my own way, and THAT does not take into consideration how this may seem 'unfair' to other people, because, hey, I do not much care what others may feel about my treading on their hallowed ground... in fact, BEFORE I do stuff, I go, "!?" to THS because sometimes I think even He will say, "No, that is too radical, and I can not allow it", but, surprise, surprise, He has never said THAT to me... .


Take this morning, for example.


Saw this stunning blonde chick with hips like a thoroughbred, all high and proud, and a face that screamed "TMTB", even though her lips were closed [Take Me To Bed] and because it caught me by surprise, I reacted...well...naturally, and I went, "I gotta have some of THAT!"


Then I came back to earth, and went, over my shoulder, "Can I? Or should I drop it?".


The answer was a definite "NOT 'No'".


Hey, The Holy Spirit promised me I would never walk alone, that He would be there WITH me, so, hey, as I said, I get "Carte-Blanche", and that means I have, in the near future, maybe even before the year is out, five ladies, of various shapes and sizes, who will throw them selves at me and have me take them gleefully as "my property"... and none of them of my ethnic origin.


So, where was I? Yes, about to conclude my statements about what I am going to do.


Let us suppose that the academic world is made up, in its various layers, of a bunch of ...balloons... filled with air and tied to each other by one string. See them floating up there in the sky, tethered to the ground by a long cord?


I am the guy with a dart, and dead-eye aim, and well, if it was up to me, I would just reach for the rope and haul them down, because in one of these balloons there is about US$250m that I need to live my improbable life. Unfortunately there are a bunch of people between me and the rope... the 'On-Strike' type that have placards saying, "We will Not Listen to Reason", and so, being, as I said, not interested in reasoning or bargaining with the said unreasonable people... and, having, as I pointed out, good aim... and a dart; imagine which option I will take to get my money?

OF COURSE, the people could let down the balloon; we let out the air, and see which contains the money and I do not have to destroy the careers of people like "Number Theorists, Physicists, Chemists, Archaeologists, Professors,..." uh...you get the drift. No, my way of thinking is; come on down to the ground, I show you what is wrong and what should be right, you test it for yourselves, just maybe get a career 'adjustment', no need for 'redundancy', since the teachers will be involved in the change themselves, and so retain 'relevance'... and YOU are all happy.Or just not TOO unhappy

The other way means I literally BREAK lives, and you all STILL get to pay, and it will hurt more when you see the whole mass crumble down... because, unfortunately, there is one thing I ought to warn everyone about...
When I am interested in something...

I never back down...

I NEVER LOSE