Now, everyone has heard me griping about how much I dislike not having had a choice as far as God is concerned, and how I will never overlook that slight, because to me that is what it is, and nothing that He may do after, no matter how glorious, how spectacular, or how dreadful, will ever take away the fact that OTHERS get to choose, but I had no choice: So, you see, I can never look past that and "just be friends" with God.
The funny thing is, HE is aware of that, and does not even pretend that it was an accident, or that things will change and I will forget the past in time...because just as He knows, and I know, I NEVER forget [I have that kind of mental process that always starts at the beginning; if the beginning is bad, then nothing that comes after will be up to scratch, and whenever I research something, I start at its origins, and check everything for consistency with THAT beginning, so nothing that comes after the beginning can ever really impress me if the beginning is not solid]
Anyway, this would be, for me, a catch-22 situation if it was not for the fact that there is a reciprocal ripple effect in what The Almighty God has done in my life;
God can not judge me!
Quite simple really; to be judged, one has to have had a choice in an issue, and I had none, so that means I have no need to ever stand before Him and plead my case, since He effectively undermined His own grounds for judging me the day He robbed me of my freedom to decide. I am therefore NOT his servant, nor am I answerable to Him...purely on those grounds.
That means He has also exposed Himself, made Himself vulnerable to abuse from me, but then, I am not much interested in being great or big, or winning a popularity contest; I am alive when I have no wish to be, so I seek to just make myself as comfortable as I can, while I drift through life... which is where the money, the women [note: the plural, because just ONE woman, even if she was honest, (and I have found NONE like that anyway) would bore me in no time and wear me down with her silly ways] come in, and in the interim I get to show everyone just what the truth about everything IS, and, as I said, it will be very, very, very painful, and guess what?
THERE IS NO APPEAL.
I get to have everyone dance to my tune, and after that, I depart and leave you all to your God... a people prepared for Him, so, we can do this the easy way... which is, you give me what I want before I raise the price and make it very painful in the process of extracting the money, OR, you give me what I want later, after I humiliate everyone in broad daylight.
Right now, I have made an example of The United States President, and I have him pissing in his pants as we speak, worrying about whether he will last the month in office if I decide to just let all things just hang out... but THEN, as I said, I NEVER forget, and what I want from him is to live up to his word to make the US education system the best in the world, and for that, everyone else will pay, of course, but change will start with his country, because he spoke of it first.
People, as I said, do not interest me, in their opinions or their pride. I have found them all as pitiful as an opened sarcophagus; dry and pathetic to look at, and crumbling as soon as one touches the mummy...
So, enjoy the last days before you hand over control to me, because, trust me, you will ALL hand over to me what I want.
