what I want is total control over the issues closest to my heart, like, of course, the basics, what I eat, what I do, where I lay my head, what I see, and the privacy thing...
Because I get VERY nervous in crowds, and hate being, as I currently am, in the centre of attention, like a person without a skin.
I actually wonder WHY sometimes I do this, but I realise that the answer is, for anything to happen, a word has to go out first, because, as God said, "let Us make man out of Our image, and IN Our likeness, and let THEM have dominion", and He first spoke and, fortunately, the first man was not out of His image, because He was IN the image of God, as was testified to later, that man was made 'in the image of God', but you see, this ONE, that is, me, was not made as God, The Father, but rather as an un-growing...type thing, a person who rejected life from the outset, and THEN God gave me a helper.
Which is why I can SPEAK and have things happen, because I am looking always to God, and trying to find out what makes Him tick, and seeing whether what is happening NOW is in line with what He had said and promised before, and whether I like it.
When I crack the puzzle, then things will happen, and right now, I am thinking that all I need to do is just say I need this and that done, and it will be so.
Hell, I need that girl, that one that looked at me so directly...I need her to come and see me like now, because I want to not have to explain myself.
and the rest can follow in the order I have determined...is it anyone else's business I wonder? I guess not!
but that girl, she is the first 'coherent' demand I made, so she MUST be first!
Ok, then must come the following, in their order, because of the way they... came out of me, like, how I demanded them to be...
2) The girl with the cleft chin
3) Shopaholic girl
4)The lady with the blue eyes and sweet smile
5)Nicky?
6)The golden-haired Fish-Hoek library lady
7) The Dutch girl
8)The black-haired girl from the beach
9)Glencairn Heights girl
10)The sexy waist girl with the diving thingy...
Convenient word that, "thingy"
Because I get VERY nervous in crowds, and hate being, as I currently am, in the centre of attention, like a person without a skin.
I actually wonder WHY sometimes I do this, but I realise that the answer is, for anything to happen, a word has to go out first, because, as God said, "let Us make man out of Our image, and IN Our likeness, and let THEM have dominion", and He first spoke and, fortunately, the first man was not out of His image, because He was IN the image of God, as was testified to later, that man was made 'in the image of God', but you see, this ONE, that is, me, was not made as God, The Father, but rather as an un-growing...type thing, a person who rejected life from the outset, and THEN God gave me a helper.
Which is why I can SPEAK and have things happen, because I am looking always to God, and trying to find out what makes Him tick, and seeing whether what is happening NOW is in line with what He had said and promised before, and whether I like it.
When I crack the puzzle, then things will happen, and right now, I am thinking that all I need to do is just say I need this and that done, and it will be so.
Hell, I need that girl, that one that looked at me so directly...I need her to come and see me like now, because I want to not have to explain myself.
and the rest can follow in the order I have determined...is it anyone else's business I wonder? I guess not!
but that girl, she is the first 'coherent' demand I made, so she MUST be first!
Ok, then must come the following, in their order, because of the way they... came out of me, like, how I demanded them to be...
2) The girl with the cleft chin
3) Shopaholic girl
4)The lady with the blue eyes and sweet smile
5)Nicky?
6)The golden-haired Fish-Hoek library lady
7) The Dutch girl
8)The black-haired girl from the beach
9)Glencairn Heights girl
10)The sexy waist girl with the diving thingy...
Convenient word that, "thingy"
Of course, there are some errors even in those lyrics, and for instance, Junior Gong goes,
"Me are the General and my trooper that"...maybe I should add the video, for one to see the
Bobby, Marley revolution
"Me are the General and my trooper that"...maybe I should add the video, for one to see the
Bobby, Marley revolution
