Actually, the song is on a reggae/dancehall tune called Diwali, [from an Indian marching tune] and the words are
tell 'em its Ok
its Ok
I'm going away now
away
No matter what them say now
away
No matter what they say
eh eh!
...well, maybe when its played with the beat on it sounds better, but hey, I have finally found out what God meant by His silence, and why I am above the likes of everyone else when it comes to 'justice'.
And, I am going away, to the place that God told me of, which I chose as my own, NOW that I have proved that God did not show up to either give me something to do or to correct me in my path.
This is how I discovered the truth:
Remember me saying God had, at the time I was with the girl, and very wrong shown His unqualified pleasure the time I did not have sex with the girl when she was having her periods?
And then only later working out that He considers what I see to be precious to Him?
Well, the reason that He does is not because of anything you might think, but because I am the only person who actually NEEDS Him. Everybody else wants Him time and again, but not me. I am truly lost when He is not in charge, and I can not even function.
The reason for that is, of course, what I said He said:
The first born male among you, who opens the matrix, BELONGS to Me
The point is, people, everyone born...normally at least, has his or her mother as the locus of his orbit.
by her choice, I could never draw near to my mother, and never tried, and so, when one loses THAT bedrock on which the whole of civilisation rests, then one actually has NO truck with anything to do with convention.
Unlike everyone else, I have no safety-net, no one who has ever drawn close to me, in all the critical times...no one has ever WANTED me near, and I have seen what is termed 'friendship' to be as empty as a can full of holes.
So, from birth...OK, from conception, actually, given my pedigree, I was thrust to God, and I have recounted stories that show the repetitive way that has happened, so much so that, when He finally made me aware of His ... 'interest'... I was already His.
While others have compensatory relationships, I have had none, and been exactly like an island, all alone, and it has long passed the time for me to ever think someone; a human being, could ever be the ONE to fill the voids, because they grew too big for any person, one or many, to attempt to fill.
I am LONG, not short, for God, and Him only.
And He has His own History that calls witness to that.
Because when He destroyed the earth with a flood, He said
I will NEVER again destroy the earth with a flood for the man's sake because the imagination of man's heart is evil from his youth.
Point?: A man, while still a boy sees with unclouded eyes what is really there, but then he turns into an adolescent, and TAKES matters into his own hands, and once he does that, decides to be a man amomg men, and so justifies the controlling role of his mother by seeking one such as she is, so he can usurp his own father in his own mind.
The man DOES something when he pursues women who, if they were honest, ought to make their intentions plain to him.
Noah, for whom God flooded the earth, had already been a father when God came to him. God waited till the guy saw the evil his own fathers did, in sleeping with animals and stuff like that, and when he did not do so...again, notice the name, meaning rest from God, he was given... but stuck to one woman, God said that he alone was better than the current crop. NOT his sons, but him alone, and by then he had sons.
But he had DONE something to mark a place for himself, all independent of God, so he had a piece of himself that was not entirely FOR God.
So, this is what God said, basically, about the earth, the man:-
Because the man has DONE something, I have also DONE something, but only partly, to make his days easier, but if he had DONE nothing, then I would have done EVERYTHING to make his days eternal, because I would know that He will always NEED Me, and never take action independent of me.
So, basically, God was saying that the time would come when He would do EVERYTHING for the one who needed Him in everything, because He would always be relevant to that one.
So, the time has been coming, and is here.
Another statement He made was this:
I will send the prophet Elijah before the great and dreadful day of The Lord: He will turn the hearts of the children to the fathers and the hearts of the fathers to the children, or I will smite the land with a curse.
The point was, if it COULD have been that people had listened when it was still possible to do so, and changed, then the dreadful DAY of The LORD would not come, but because God knew that this would happen anyway, since the twisted things can not be made straight, so the earth WILL be smitten with a curse... by God.
The day of the Lord, where He promised that He would first pour our His Spirit from all flesh, and show blood and fire and smoke world over; well, it has come.
Or it will be here the moment these ten women get over the starngeness of it all and make their way to me, because the funny thing is, just as God does not want me to DO anything, I do not want HIM to do anything unless I am also busy doing something, even if it is nothing that benefits anyone, because there is, for someone as displaced as I am, a strong territorial and jealous streak that does not want God doing something for anyone else, or TO anyone unless, like a child, I am lulled to sleep.
Or am unaware of what is going on.
tell 'em its Ok
its Ok
I'm going away now
away
No matter what them say now
away
No matter what they say
eh eh!
...well, maybe when its played with the beat on it sounds better, but hey, I have finally found out what God meant by His silence, and why I am above the likes of everyone else when it comes to 'justice'.
And, I am going away, to the place that God told me of, which I chose as my own, NOW that I have proved that God did not show up to either give me something to do or to correct me in my path.
This is how I discovered the truth:
Remember me saying God had, at the time I was with the girl, and very wrong shown His unqualified pleasure the time I did not have sex with the girl when she was having her periods?
And then only later working out that He considers what I see to be precious to Him?
Well, the reason that He does is not because of anything you might think, but because I am the only person who actually NEEDS Him. Everybody else wants Him time and again, but not me. I am truly lost when He is not in charge, and I can not even function.
The reason for that is, of course, what I said He said:
The first born male among you, who opens the matrix, BELONGS to Me
The point is, people, everyone born...normally at least, has his or her mother as the locus of his orbit.
by her choice, I could never draw near to my mother, and never tried, and so, when one loses THAT bedrock on which the whole of civilisation rests, then one actually has NO truck with anything to do with convention.
Unlike everyone else, I have no safety-net, no one who has ever drawn close to me, in all the critical times...no one has ever WANTED me near, and I have seen what is termed 'friendship' to be as empty as a can full of holes.
So, from birth...OK, from conception, actually, given my pedigree, I was thrust to God, and I have recounted stories that show the repetitive way that has happened, so much so that, when He finally made me aware of His ... 'interest'... I was already His.
While others have compensatory relationships, I have had none, and been exactly like an island, all alone, and it has long passed the time for me to ever think someone; a human being, could ever be the ONE to fill the voids, because they grew too big for any person, one or many, to attempt to fill.
I am LONG, not short, for God, and Him only.
And He has His own History that calls witness to that.
Because when He destroyed the earth with a flood, He said
I will NEVER again destroy the earth with a flood for the man's sake because the imagination of man's heart is evil from his youth.
Point?: A man, while still a boy sees with unclouded eyes what is really there, but then he turns into an adolescent, and TAKES matters into his own hands, and once he does that, decides to be a man amomg men, and so justifies the controlling role of his mother by seeking one such as she is, so he can usurp his own father in his own mind.
The man DOES something when he pursues women who, if they were honest, ought to make their intentions plain to him.
Noah, for whom God flooded the earth, had already been a father when God came to him. God waited till the guy saw the evil his own fathers did, in sleeping with animals and stuff like that, and when he did not do so...again, notice the name, meaning rest from God, he was given... but stuck to one woman, God said that he alone was better than the current crop. NOT his sons, but him alone, and by then he had sons.
But he had DONE something to mark a place for himself, all independent of God, so he had a piece of himself that was not entirely FOR God.
So, this is what God said, basically, about the earth, the man:-
Because the man has DONE something, I have also DONE something, but only partly, to make his days easier, but if he had DONE nothing, then I would have done EVERYTHING to make his days eternal, because I would know that He will always NEED Me, and never take action independent of me.
So, basically, God was saying that the time would come when He would do EVERYTHING for the one who needed Him in everything, because He would always be relevant to that one.
So, the time has been coming, and is here.
Another statement He made was this:
I will send the prophet Elijah before the great and dreadful day of The Lord: He will turn the hearts of the children to the fathers and the hearts of the fathers to the children, or I will smite the land with a curse.
The point was, if it COULD have been that people had listened when it was still possible to do so, and changed, then the dreadful DAY of The LORD would not come, but because God knew that this would happen anyway, since the twisted things can not be made straight, so the earth WILL be smitten with a curse... by God.
The day of the Lord, where He promised that He would first pour our His Spirit from all flesh, and show blood and fire and smoke world over; well, it has come.
Or it will be here the moment these ten women get over the starngeness of it all and make their way to me, because the funny thing is, just as God does not want me to DO anything, I do not want HIM to do anything unless I am also busy doing something, even if it is nothing that benefits anyone, because there is, for someone as displaced as I am, a strong territorial and jealous streak that does not want God doing something for anyone else, or TO anyone unless, like a child, I am lulled to sleep.
Or am unaware of what is going on.
